today i'm gonna dedicate this post to everyone i hurt.
1. Sen mian: i always bully you like dsing u and hitting u..and u never lost ur temper to me or hit me back. Sorry. I truly am and i promise to lay off you and teach you how to play basketball. Like a true friend will. (:
2. Classmates: i have always been the class joker as you all know. And because of that, i have disturbed many of you guys studying and i may have said some hurtful things to you. Sorry
3. Family: i have always pissed my parents and sisters off. And i would swear at them. Sorry.
4.. Pay wan qi: sorry to have to bring up your name into ,my blog and perhaps i am not giving you any privacy but at least let me finish what i have to say please. Ever since the day we met at fuhua(pri sch), i was in love with you. I saw you at the school gate but i did not have the courage to start a conversation with you..and i regret that..and i pulled a childish prank on you for many times and upsetting you. i'm sorry. And we smsed each other for 3 days straight. I remembered that i forgot to bring my phone back from school. I regret my carelessness and was very sad and i could do was just think of you. Hah, i'm being such an idiot. after the 3days, you start to "avoid" me by not replying my smses. I know you said you were busy and i tried my best not to disturb you. But i could not resist taking out my phone and sms you, trying to see your replies. I dreamt of you 4 times. The 3rd one was the best one. But i dun think it is best if i post it so i'm gonna have to skip that. the reason that i'm posting this post is because i think that you have the rights to know what i think about you. I wanna prove to you that i love you i tried my very best but you turned down the opportunities for me. I tried to get you out for gathering so i could get the chance to show you how much i love you. I tried to take you out to a movie you wanted to watch but you rejected me as usual. Its not i'm blaming you hope you dun get the wrong idea. i was thinking of posting this after you come back from your trip but i just cannot hold it back anymore. Well i guess you won't even read my blog since you seldomly come here. thats all i have to say for you. I hope this does not cause a problem in our friendship.